Two of my children still live in Gainesville after graduation. Would love to met and swap squirrel stories next time I'm in town. Should be back around football season!!! Die hard Gator fan...Lol!It IS harder than the round-the-clock feedings, I agree. And I believe that the feelings and sentiments posted here across the board with just about everyone I think. So many people are saying yes that's the way I feel yes that's the way I feel so I think it may be a Universal emotion for us rehabbers. When my babies were still babies, I got a phone call about a squirrel nest coming down in my neighborhood so I rushed over with my incubator box only to find out that they were four 3 week old Flyers. I knew I couldn't take care of two different species at the same time. I was already dubious as to whether I could bring even more greyso in.. So I contacted a local rehabber who specializes in flyers and turned them over to her. I felt kind of sad, but also relieved. It is a lot of work when they're babies. And being a first-time rehabber, I was so uncertain and scared and did so much research because I didn't want to make any mistakes. Very stressful but so very rewarding.
I also made excuses as to why I couldn't move them onto the screen enclosure on the porch. I made lots and lots of excuses about not letting them go in the winter even though I'm in Florida. I just didn't see enough green sprigs of stuff to feel comfortable with that. I made excuses on whether to put them outside. I made excuses why we didn't have the time to take the enclosure down and put it back together outside. Excuses excuses excuses. So I completely understand where you're coming from. But your heart is probably telling you it needs to be done. So just do it. I think you'll feel a little bit better that you're one step closer to the goal of letting them run free. I also have three dogs, three cats, one child at home, and a husband, and a business to run. It was always something that took priority but my guilt level won out. I knew it had to be done and when I posted here it gave me the courage to do what I had put off for so long. But it's the right thing, because I know they're happier. One other thing, we also have a couple of owls in our neighborhood as well as Hawks. My husband told me that if you're outside with a flashlight, it will interfere with the owls ability to hunt. So you being out there may look strange to your neighbors, but it's good good thing for your Flyers. There are a lot of people on this board who have a lot more experience than I do, but I think we all share the same emotional upheaval when it comes time to release. From my experience, this is a wealth of information as well as support.
I don't know where you are in Florida, but if you're anywhere near Gainesville, I'd like to extend the offer to help you finish that RC cage. I'm pretty handy with tools. And again if anyone wants to get together and talk squirrel the invitation is wide open. You can never have too many friends anyway.